Gpz ;

2009-07-21T15:56:00.000+08:00

2009-07-16T16:48:00.001+08:00

2009-05-25T12:09:00.002+08:00

LOL , receive a msg at 11 plus , and was given notice that i will be reporting to
School 1 , tekong on 04-06-09. give mi only 1 week notice. si bei sian , they nvr sent mi any letter leh . very fuck sia. hahas dear , dont cry lah , i noe u very sad right. lols.
dont cry dont cry sayang . hahahas.
but this is really like out of a sudden. i feel so fuck up right now. lols.
i dont mind to go but nvr expected i only get to know it 1 week in advance.
disappointing.

2009-05-08T01:54:00.002+08:00

I swear , i not going to be a typical ah beng anymore.
I believe that gangster has no life at all.
becoz i believe in karma , when i beat ppl
who know that nobody close to mi wont get beaten up ?
i have a good family n i have a good brother beside mi.
n of coz , a lovely girlfriend who really care about me
she dont want anything to happen me.
And so the same as i dont want anybody around me to be injure one day.
Becoz i am afraid to lose anyone of them
When a person get beaten , this is a karma they receive when they do somethign wrong.
So to avoid this , do more good thing to clear your sin.
Although i admit i look like a ah beng , but i have no heart to beat ppl.
becoz everybody has a parent , those who dont have a parent
i believe much of them already has a family their own with children.
just imagine how can you bare to see your own child or parent to get injure.
finally i understand wat my dad told mi all the time.
he always told mi , when i do something wrong , he worry for me.
But of coz , i not here to say that i do something wrong or my dad do something wrong now.
i jus imagine how pain is it to see ppl who are dear to me to get injure.
so i wont let it happen at all.
i hope everybody will be protected by their religion.
And do less bad thing n more good thing plz.

2009-04-26T00:33:00.002+08:00

HEYO! JIAHUI IN E HOUSE AGAIN!

okie i'm here so tat his blog will rot lols.. tell ur wat. tis pig is playing majong nw wit chunleong, freddy & mike.. yeah.. so let guess weather he will play till wat tym? iie guess in e morning uh.. okie tis cuming friday 1st may is tis idiot bdae! hu wanna celebrate wit him?? git tis idiot a wonderful bdae alrite.. hahas! actually iie oso dunno wat tu write lei lols.. he always blog will blog long long one lyk telling story lyk tat LOLS! okie larh iie oso dunno wat tu write larh! kkkkk iie go liao byebye tag tis pig ba..

Lots of Love
J-Hui :D

2009-04-24T14:33:00.002+08:00

JIAHUI IN E HOUSE!

heyo! finally done hao pz blog omg it takes mi 2hr plus tu done lols hope pz will lyk tis uh enjoy ur stay rite here even tot is bored lols tata~ loves!!

2009-04-07T10:14:00.002+08:00

Back from genting =]
Not really that fun though .
Everything cost so expensive.
But of coz i enjoy spending the time with JH.
i dont know wat to update .
becoz i wan fall aslp liao.
been sick since i came back.'
no energy to move about at all.
i guess JH is still sleeping right now.
because we dont have enough sleep at all.
We sleep total of more dan 16 hours after we came back from Genting.
N yet , we r still very tired n of can can slp more.
okie , i dont wan to continue writing liao.
becoz when i read, i dont even undertand wat english am i writing.
bye

2009-03-30T10:22:00.003+08:00

hi hi.

Long time no see but i'm not mati yet.

crap man.

i feeling no up n no down today.

its a simple morning yea.

All i know is i've been waiting for this Genting trip

for about a months. Really hate to count it a month back.

it was like still got 31 days back then. so i dont want to count.

But but , now is different already.

ITS 3DAYS MORE. so lets count down .

=.= i feel like i'm a kid like that eh .

Oh great , so 3 days more to genting okie.

i'm going to a spending spree.

taking camera there to take picture.

taking psp to kip me from boredom.

taking mp3 larh i-pod larh phone ear piece larh.

so i dont nid to bring charger over there to charge when it run out of batt.

i've been spending real lot recently.

it seem like i just enjoying buying thing i like and not care much about money.

shit it , a very bad habit.

no saving from me. wat a bad boy me.

i too lazy to blog. byebye

2009-03-20T11:16:00.002+08:00

hi!

Had been sick for almost a week soon.
Am not working on this mon n tues.
due to a headache , but after since the headache gone , i suffer flu the following day.
Is it because i very long never sick? so they come together now?
Even though i'm having flu since Wednesday
i have been coming to work , i tot it was a minor matter though.
Because people always feeling unwell easily.
But till today , i did not recover yet , instead
i caught in a cough now . i just wondering that why would i cough
even i drink up the whole water in the big water bottle n some fruit last night.
weird huh? i guess i starting to have weird sickness and due to lack of exercise
My body system is bad now .
I feel so disgusted this 2 day due to sick.
Totally lethargic and restless. did not really have the energy to move about.
Even after when i reach home , i can sit infront of the com
for hours because i really dont have the feeling of moving around.
sian sia. hahas i'm suffering you know.
I guess this will not be a good weekend for me if i never recover by today.
And until today when i turn into the news.
i saw news about dengue fever , it appear again n the affected people has start rising once more.
Will this sick of mine is the symtom for DENGUE???
It better not okie , i dont want to stay in the hospital nor do i wan to be quarantine.
But a little fear was found in my heart. lol.
I did not complain or tell my love about my situation because i guess that she
having stress and hard times now.
By the time she saw this , it should be tomorrow i tink.
Look dear , i did think of you , since we are not meeting , i never wan to tell you
that i'm sick , so i wont make you care much for me.
If not i guess u were start to nag on me to drink water n concern of wat i'm eating.
i will not bring you more trouble since you are facing one right now.
Anyway , there was a guy sitting next to me.
i dont know wat to do when i got nothing to do when he's around.
i can just simply stare at the screen like a moron .
Life is boring is earning money is the only thing.
spending money on food is a great ideal.
but by only that does not bring much happiness to life.
the cause of this is because i'm not earning enough money.
when u got less dan 2k in a month , it can only bring u to delicious food.
So i decided that when i grow up.
i must tink or find a way to earn more dan 2 k a month.
So i can have delicious food n the extra money to enjoy.
enjoy as in like can go underwater world , sky ride?
this is the type of money to spend. ha!

I dont realli like the deep fried mushroom at swenson.
no taste at all. you u bite on it , you only taste oily fried smell.
talk about swenson , i am damn angry de other day when i wait for the Q.
that person saw me but he and she dont wan to serve me.
like i no money pay like that , bukit makau.
then i get very dulan , so i order as much as i can.
quite full though. i dun wan to write anymore.
get lazy n lazier. byebye

2009-03-11T13:49:00.002+08:00

HESO!

The time right now is 1.49pm in the.
Today is wednesday . Date : 11-03-09
I'm hungry right now.
I haven been eating at the night this few days.
Because my weight is gaining each and everytime when i eat.
So i think i need to control it and to slim down abit.
If not i'm too lazy to do anything.
A fat person will be lazy , slow in reaction.
I dun wan be like that , becoz i'm not a lazy guy in the past.
And i'm not a person with slow reaction too in the past.
So the feeling of laziness n reaction is not good to me.

But after all , i'm craving for YISHUN BRIYANI!!!.
i love to eat the briyani there.
i love the briyani at JURONG too.
but its too bad , the shop had close down.
i always go there eat last time.
Becoz it famous in their ROTI PRATA.
They got alot alot of PRATA.
hot dog prata , cheese , mushroom , chocolate , strawberry , bomb , plaster , egg , plain , durian , ice-cream , sardine. AND ALOT MORE!!!.
Oh my god , plus the mee-goreng n other food is best too .
Although the indian in not a singaporen cook.
But what they had is realli fabulous.
I wonder where had they moved to.
I want to taste of their food once more.
OH MY GOD! hahas.

Next will be BakkutTeh.
i dont know where got nice wan.
i forget e place.
tiongbaru? i forget liao anyway.
i jus feel like eeating now. hahas.
but nice wan must go find.
not nice wan eat liao feeling not good. lols.

Today i do alot of thing in office.
i finish alot of thing. hahas
not tired at all leh.
maybe i get sufficient sleep i guess.
hahas okie signing off BYE

2009-03-06T13:50:00.002+08:00

hihihi. i am way too bored right now.
i'm bored everyday =.=
Yesterday i went out with freddy. 1on1 outing.
meaning only the both of us. ><
Not very gay larh hor???
We went to eat buffet at jurong point.
spend 25 each person.
went bugis n bought a bag cost 35.
60 gone already as u see. lols.
even if u dun buy any thing when i go out.
i will still spend at least 50 dollars in each outing.
Actually wanna go to smoke SESHA. but i tink its too early.
Plus the sun is giving us hard life as you can see. hahas.
Dont tink it will be suitable to go during day time.
So change our plan to fareast instead.
walk around n around we saw the spraying paint.
quite nice leh. got skull head got dog.
everything look so 3D n real. by spraying free hand you know.
Girlfriend can to fareast later on but i'm already on my way to cine
to catch a movie name KungFu chef and she claim that i purposely dun
wan answer her call =.=''.
Anyway , we buy a pack of cigg each. so another 10 dollars gone.
so total i spend 75 dollars liao.
Movie ticket , 8 plus so counted as 10.
so is 85. plus drink water all this so i spend a total of 90 yesterday.
song ar. song ar. money come n fly away. but the feeling not bad when u
can bring something back home. So meet up my JiaHui and slacked a while
before i went in to takashimaya. Walk around and look through some wallet.
been craving for new wallet for sometime already.
Saw Bonia n Braun Buffel.(is there any spelling mistake). hahas
But Bonia meant more for girl but however , if there is design for male.
den it mean male can have it too . hahas. the design quite nice anyway.
But braun buffel is not bad too. i mean its the trend now .
Not too expensive anyway. After a discount it should not be more dan
a 100 dollars. of coz i told my belove girlfriend about it too.
She saw a Guess wallet cost 40 plus only.
But instead of getting Guess i ask her to chooese either one
of e brand that i mention above. Hopefully we could get
the same colourn brand together. hahas.
I told her that , we shall put our wallet aside which was a gift from our ex
n get our very own wallet. thus , she replied me. OK!!! sure no problem. lols
sometime she can be very irritating but sometime she can make me laugh
by her stupid reaction. But of coz , i have to admitt that
i have done many RETARD thing in front of her.
i am a very different person while with her n outside.
i'm jus behaving very normal of me toward her.
but when i'm on outside. i'm a MAN. hahas.
alright. dun wan say anymore.
If not she gonna take action on me le.
she will post about wat retarded action i did at home or wat. lols
SHHH , deaer , i noe u wont like that de. hahas.

2009-02-12T09:37:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i buy 1371. but open 1327. wat the hell man.

i tot money comes to mi for the genting trip.

n let mi spent for my valentine day.

but no money lleh. sigh sigh. when money will drop down from the sky sia ?

dear dear must be sleeping now. i missing her =[.

i am so bored now. today i take cab to the office.

becoz u noe y. i forget to take office de key. so turn back n take

n if i were to take train den i will be damn late by then so i take cab go.

if ytd i stike 4d i dun care how much liao lo.

but no strike leh. no mood sia. heart pain heart pain. tsktsk.

During april , i will be going to genting , together with my girlfriend and

her cousin . =]. you all dont know who is my girlfriend right.

i dont want tell you all leh. hahas. hope i enjoy there.

everytime we talk now , is all about money. oh man , money money money.

i tink that i work like no work like that leh.

work how much , spent how much. like no save de leh. =.=

this is a very sad thing man.

2009-02-05T17:17:00.002+08:00

Wow wow wow... let mi see how long had it been since i last updated???

one day , two days , three days and many many days. Lololol. funny hor?

don't laugh i tell you if not i will pull your tongue out and lick it. yummy!!!

Oh my dog , sound pervert hor? damn it! Recently i learn alot of rubbish , well , its sure is a very good experience working in the office you know? becoz this may be the first but also the last time too??? because i am not a qualification person. lady can easily find office work. but for guy ,

tsk , i think you must have a cert if not don't dream of working in the office. yeayea.

now new trend , oh my god change to oh my dog please.

i very fucking bored right now. i guess i have been busy for the whole day. I forget much of e thing that i remember be4 i left for New year. LOL am i cool? hahas.
Bored!. byebye. don't wan to blog liao.

2008-11-13T21:18:00.003+08:00

See hubby stupid face LOLS!

People out thr see Goh Pei Zong de blog is rotting le am iie rite?
he is sure a lazy pig Oink Oink!~ nw slpin lyk a pig! reali is a pig uh
cos he always eat le slp den wake up le eat den after tat slp again ?? zz
iie jus dun wanna see his blog died hahas! lame uh iie noe.. hmmm..
hubby uh hubby.. why so lazy..? got stock of my post?? hahas dun stock
cos thr's nth tu stock abt lols.. hubby iloveu uh (: 5 more daes tu our
3rd month anniversary (:

Lots of love frm ur wifey (:

2008-11-01T16:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Ms Choo Jia Hui.
mit wifey at bugis , she were faster dan mi. lols.
i told other that 1pm shall leave namdai but give mi tu until 3 hahas.
this time round is i'm the one who late. sorry.
went to eat Tian Tian huo guo. hahas.
okie okie larh the food. haven start eating jiu give wifey surprise birthday cake.
cost 54dollars man. hahas so ex but quite big from four leave.
we eat from afternoon till the sky turn dark. after that realli got no place to go at all sia.
hahas si bei bored nobody got a idea to whr to go or wat.
go k box no money. go watch movie oso no money so we slack at thr for 3 hours. omg.
got a small tiff with wifey but den i dun wan to see her sad so i tok to her nicely
tell her how i feel . make her smile. i realli do love u alright wifey.
i dote u alot too.
wat i say to u is real okie. no kiddin hor. hehes. love u to the max. hahas.
buy a balloon for wifey that cost 9.90 cents. wtf. so expensive man. hahas.
but still buy for her anyway becoz i realli dote on her alot man. hehes.
wifey i love u so much . anyway , again to wish wifey a happy birthday yyea.

2008-10-31T16:52:00.003+08:00

Went to town together with tsui. although we both nvr buy anything for ourselve.
but i believe we had already got some idea of wat to buy when we got money le.
hahas dun usually go out with boy alone de. but dunno y the both of us just step into town
n of coz its not boring at all alright. tok alot all this.
he ask mi to go in LV shop den i at thr walao dun wan larh. hahas.
den i say okie lor , i go in can but u give mi wear ur LV bag den i will go in. lols
he straight away pass it to mi den we go in. at least like that not realli ps hahas.
went to gucci , he eye on something again. kaoz top to bottom all branded ma de.
he make mi fall in love with branded stuff already. LOL
later night time we went to gek poh n play dota. dota dota dota ~~~~~ =.=
getting bored right now while i typing. so sian. sigh sigh. hahas
anyway i realli got a great day with tsui. i hope to go thr with him next time with plastic bag in our hand
when we go home hahas.

2008-10-30T10:45:00.003+08:00

Hello , today is a very busy day. hmmm becoz early in the morning i got to wake up as
finally , the air con ppl come n do air con le. so from now on i got aircon already. hahas.
wake up at 9 i tink. ask wifey to come over becoz i noe it will be very bored.
we sitted at the living room for hours . wtf.
n my father kip on asking mi to buy this buy that. i walk to the shop 3 times in a day. =.=
everytime nvr tink properly wat to buy all this de.
help abit here help abit thr. finally everything was done at 7 plus 8 like that.
den help to clean up the mess all this.
thank you wifey for helping mi.
u r a great helper wifey. i love you hehes.
anyway shall upload wifey zhi lian photo hahas.

2008-10-29T10:34:00.003+08:00

WedNesDay.

went to eat high tea with girlfriend mummy ^^
thank you auntie , i appreciate it.
auntie was late so mi n darling waited for her at the lobby thr
n dear say she will say excuses all this derh. hahas.
girlfriend mummy funny funny de hahas.
after that went over to far east , gf's mummy wanna drink coffee. lols.
aftermath , sent wifey mummy to mrt as she going to ah ma house i tink???
den i say thank you auntie for the treat , she turn n give a smile WAHAHAS. happy.
first time went out with gf mummy. so ps. lols.
went walk walk with darling , realli had a very nice day though.
wifey buy 2 pack of zhi cai from daiso at plaza sing.
send her back home after that , but she miting mummy so i take the train back all the way. ^^.

2008-10-18T05:13:00.003+08:00

happy 2 months my si wifey. we will be e special couple that go pray de okie? hahas.
love u lots larh. today , got abit of heart to heart tok with you. even though that it
did not turn out very right. but i'm feeling so great about it. becoz that bring a step
closer between the 2 of us dun u tink so ???
2months past , n it seem that our character sometime will go against each other hor???
must change realli must change liao okie.
it take 2 hand to clap. so if one change wont help understand le marh my wifey???
jus wanna let u noe that i dun forbid u to do anything , its jus a piece of advise from mi
to let u think thoroughly before u regret next time??? dong bu dong ar??? dun be like pig
pig like that when i comment something bad , den u get angry or discourage by mi???
i explain everything through phone to u le uh. this is private matter so i dun wanna post
in blog too yea. jus to let u noe , u r my special wan alright.
the love that i have go into be4. this will be the first time that i felt different type of love.
ur the one who go out late when i'm with u , u r the first one. hahas.
but jus to let u noe , i'm jus worry for u when u r staying outside late night.
of coz i realli hate u to say den "wat about you leh , you oso marh"
jus to let u noe that it is realli different u noe???
for wat i believe oso that , yishun is not a very safe estate dun you tink that too???
alot of crime happen there. right??? even during the terrorist attack ,
the aim was yishun mrt. =.= no matter wat i'm concern over you.
dun wan anything happen to you. i noe i everytime will say later bangalah will molest you.
but that is not the real thing i wanna tell you. i dun believe bangllah will have the cheek
to so anything to singaporean but wat i'm aware is robber???
i believe robber will be more happy to see their target is a lady rather dan a man???
agree with mi? ahas. even u ownself will get worry so u will call mi n chat with mi dui bu dui?
i love you okie wifey , i hope u will appreciate my care n love toward u. dun neglect mi okie.
lets enjoy our outing tml hao bu hao??? wo ai ni .
stay close dun go. you go den u r a fat pig xp.
dun forget wifey . i nvr take the coin in the big bowl already okie. hahas.
lets head to our destiny each n everyday.
till now n den , we will be like this wifey.
LOVES

2008-10-10T16:58:00.002+08:00

my wifey in school uniform. hahas.
dunno y she dun wan to let mi see her in sch u.
so cute eh. her school u oso not ugly too.
hahas love her lots.
that morning i so good go find her. hahas.
that will be the first time i see her in that sch u.
probably no chance anymore too le. hahas
becoz she graduate liao. i'm lucky yea.

this few days fall sick , not feeling well at all.
wifey give mi chuan lan liao.
so sorry wifey. but dunno y she dun seem to suffer at all even though she sick.
while i like wan die like that.
she now at town shopping with her mei mei call weiling. ^^
she is a small small n cute gal.
i saw her once oni.
i read her blog jus now n its her blog that brighten up my day. hahas.
chicken white. any one noe wat is that??? lols.
n i realise she emphasis on your mother alot. hahas.
lols very funny wan.
wifey ar wifey , she sent a very sweet msg to mi last night. hahas
but i oni get to see it oni at this morning as i fall aslp last night very early.
i guess i make her worry most of the time yea.
sometime i fall aslp so sudden that she cannot reach mi all the time
even calls wont wake mi up. so she will be worry that something might happen on mi.
so she hope that i can inform her whenever i reach home .
i understand that u care for mi alot wifey. love u to the core =].
hehes.
hao barh blog till here byebye.

2008-10-06T07:39:00.005+08:00

my wifey angry very cute de leh. hahahas.
she laugh so happily but still angry. lols. my act cute wifey. hahas.
went to martin chalet , i forget the date already. hahas.
went over one day n den the next morning train back to baby house.
wait for her to change clothes all this n den train back again to my house.
wah slp until so happy sia. she say this is the first time she slp so long. hahas.
maybe becoz abit too squeezy??? becoz i parted my bed to 2 half le.
recently things r not going well no matter it is physically or mentally.
whole person going mad like that.
example during the train back to jurong from yishun , i dunno y i kip laughin non stop eh
wire jiap wrong already hahas.

anyway , second months coming le uh wifey.
this time round , u shall be the one who tink whr to go alright. =].
love u !

2008-09-25T01:40:00.002+08:00

yo!!! ciaossu.
the first day of work is always hard.
but i tink i wil slowly get use to it. i realli hope i can work long thr.
becoz i wanna eearn alot of money so that i can go out with baby. ^^
actually , i'm so lazy to blog , but but but , wifey ask mi to update.
so i left with no choice since she so good help mi change my blog skin all this.
hahas , love her larh .
my hand is in terrible pain after the whole day .
met wifey after work at 851 . tok to her with lots of vulgarities. hahas.
we exchange bad word everyday. lols.
my baby help mi massage after i bath.
veryveryvery soon , i hug her n i fall aslp. hahas.
wake up at 8 plus 9 i tink.
she not with mi , i tot she went gek poh play audition le.
lols but she was busying doing my blog from 6plus till 8 plus.
she so good hor. hahas.
wifey ar wifey , i love u lur.
thank you !!!
hao barh , 145 now n i nid to wakeup at 5 so i going slp le. byebye .

2008-09-09T22:14:00.003+08:00

My peizong is a pig.. always slp slp slp! lyk a pig lyk tat..
ask miie help him post and he is fcking lazy! lols.. aiya damn sian okie!
hai hai hai! bu yao fan wo larh xD he is SMOKING!! very smelly bodoh eeyer.. lols..
keep smoke smoke smoke..!! smelly ah beng.. hai hai.. he wan miie rit long long...........
nw e tym is 10.17pm and e date is 09/09/08.. DOTA SUCK BOI NO BALLS!!
lalalalalax.. i'm jiahui here.. tata.. make his blog die ba.. xDD

2008-08-19T03:50:00.001+08:00

this is whr we start !!!!
take good care of yourself when i'm working okie baby.
much loves. hehes.

2008-08-12T12:53:00.002+08:00

woah , i wake up early today. becoz i had a good slp last night. =].
the day goes like this for ytd .
first , i go over to basketball court n sit thr chit chatting.
until we got the urge to play basketball.
so we went home n change all this.
den after that wo walk over to 9 head basketball but found out that nanyang trg was about to start.
the first thing when i saw uncle jack is run.
lol i dun wan to see him.
becoz he will ask mi to go trg or ask mi to return jersey
well , i nvr say i dun wan to return ar jus that i kip forgetting oni.
so forget about basketball n we walk back to 844 whr everybody sit there n chat.
quite alot of ppl barh. 3 gal 6-8 boys?.
n wei jian uncle sudden call n ended up mi , wei jian n guo hao go back change.
n off we go to Boat quey n drink.
i still bad in drinking after all.
the pool thr is free unlike others pub whr we nid to put 2dollars de.
so i challenge witht eh barmaid??? n i lose to her black ball.
n the punishment is drink 1 cup of beer.
she ask mi to tah one cup of shock .
she siao wan. lol. den after that i start to seh seh already. LOL.
got to shake a gal hand call yanling. she quite pretty though.
she is 20 thi syear. =]. but nvr take number uh.
cab home n slp after that . woohoo that is my day.
not very exciting.
but i feel like very long i have nvr been occupy by the day already. lol.
i'm happy n now i'm going out. byebye

2008-08-05T15:29:00.003+08:00

how to change blog skin all this??? grrrrr.
i nid someone to help mi.
maybe somone to teach mi perhap?
i'm lazy with my blog. lol.
i lazy to link i lazy to change song.
but but but, i changing everything soon alright.
song bored , everything oso bored. lolx.
later gym??? en going hospital visit grandpa???
alot of thing to do sia.
i wan to work leh i wan to work leh.

anyway , go watch money not enough 2 alright.
laugh until u peng ar. haha.
but there is touching parts too.
i'm gonna watch it again after the video was post upon internet.
hui ge is go cute. LOL.
hao barh off i go byebye

2008-08-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

alot of dust liao . i oso dunno wan to blog wat .
so sian now. i wan to go slp liao.

i feel like going to see doctor leh , i dun have the medicine left already.
u see ar , when i go to doctor , den this will be the conversation.
use ur imagination uh.

me: knock knock knock , walk in after that.
doctor: take ur weight.
doctor: yea may i help u???
me : erm doctor ar , i dunno y leh. i everday drink alot of plain water , drink until i sick. how???
doctor : HUH??? drink plain water everyday can get sick???

LOL , i gonna sot already when i tink of this.
this is how i kip telling ppl.
wah , i everyday go coffee shop , i dun drink coke, i get plain water instead.
i go anywhr , i get plain water oso.
imagine u tell ur parent that u drink plain water everyday n u get sick.
den they will say.

u got siao bo?? whr got ppl drink plain water get sick wan??? -.-

no life at all sia nowaday.
even if money drop down i oso dunno how to use lor.
some ppl will say ,
save it up or go buy thing that u like.
another type of ppl will say.
wah got money dunno how to spent ar.
nvm lor , u give mi half of ur money i help u spent.
i will go buy this buy that.
lol.
i guess i noe alot of type of singaporean eh.
but too bad , in money n relationship.
i having trouble rite now.
but i gonna work soon barh if possible.
ESTHER , whr u , nvr contact mi sia. mama de.
when wan go watch movie with mi??? hahaha.

we can be friend oni after everything is done n heals.
if it was to stay this way , u r not gonna suffer but i am.
understand le bo???

2008-07-22T05:27:00.001+08:00

sigh sigh , wat can i do other dan gym everyday???
i'm yearning for a stable job.
but i dun wan to neglect my trg.
been days since i go running due to weekend activity.
tml gym , nite running.
yea , i'm fully prepare for next year tournament.
awaiting for trg .

bai bai say my blog is boring??? =[
u teach mi how to make it interesting. haha

2008-07-16T02:25:00.002+08:00

jus came back after jogging.
this few day been training hard.
i hope i will continue this oftenly
at least 3 time a week.
in order to prepare myself for next year tournament.
this year i have been a burden , next year i wan to be one who help the team.
tml gym again, probably jogging at night.
muscle crramp all over my body.
haha but i believe if i do this often , my muscle wont cramp anymore.
but i tink i nid to start finding a job for myself.
nid to work le. no more money already. pok liao. haha
dun wan update more.

take a bow song very nice.

2008-07-11T02:05:00.003+08:00

2.15 . hmmm let see wat can i say.
enjoy today??? perhaps??? maybe mood not realli good after quarrel with sherna barh.
been tinking , y r we quarrelling almost every single day ???
character not same???
i always tell myself , y she always everything oso scold mi de ar.
ppl say her she will smile , i say the same thing to her den she scold mi . =.=
but i admit that i'm the same too. i love to say her , always say her non stop.
perhap both side were wrong barh.
if we both cant change den is it we shall not mit up too often so as not to quarrel???
or shall we just stop contacting each other???
or wil both of us change ??? not realli in the mood about this topic.

went to westwood concert today.
i love the music , i nvr regretted to go becoz i enjoy it.
those memories i have in westwood flash back .
although i always the bad one in school but i miss those type of life.
after that went to lau pa sak to eat , food there killl ppl by their price. lol.
take the last train home , was lucky , reach thr on time . llast bus back home too.
lucky day as we dun nid to spent money on cab. LOL

listen to a song call

爱到最后一秒也不委屈

看来我遇到了个劲敌　爱情也碰到了新危机
当你眼光中出现了从来都没有过欲言又止歉意
为难是三个人的习题　爱情怎能对价成友情
成全不是我的主题　却又无路可去　如何能停止爱你

你说再见的表情　怎能带着怜悯
如此结局　唯一原因　只因为我爱你
　
爱到最后一秒也不委曲　男人的心情
比起后悔　三人都败　我起码够慷慨
痛到最后一秒也不委曲　因为我爱你
一边爱情　一边友情　我都曾经尽力

我练习祝福你　先练习原谅他
闭上眼睛　世界下起雨

最后一秒也不委曲　男人的心情
比起后悔　三人都败　我起码够慷慨
痛到最后一秒也不委曲　因为我爱你
一边爱情　一边友情　我都曾经尽力

爱到最后一秒也不委曲　男人的心情
比起后悔　三人都败　(我不后悔　我不后悔)　
我起码够慷慨　(我起码够慷慨)
痛到最后一秒也不委曲　因为我爱你
一边爱情　一边友情　我都曾经尽力　我都曾经尽力

2008-07-05T09:13:00.002+08:00

i miss night life sia. haha i wanna go club.
i wannna go power house. lolx. i wanna go alot of places.
who wan to go with mi ? =] i jus wake up n its 9 plus now. =]
later gonna go celebrate chun leong birthday.
gonna do alot of thing today sia.
nothing to blog. lol bye

2008-07-02T00:16:00.003+08:00

...... it was that idiot who help mi blog again.
whenever u come my house , u will help mi blog hor.
LOL. u wan to be a idiot rite. mama de. better dun let mi know ur blog pw.
if not i write till jia lat jia lat den u noe. hahahaha
today i am not working due to some stupid stuff.
so bored.
play dota , everyday life dota dota dota. hahaha
but its fun . beyong godlikes. hahaha.
okie lazy to blog. bye

2008-06-29T01:31:00.001+08:00

So long nvr blog liao, finger itchy.
I found out that after i had my hair cut my hair still look like mushroom.
Anyone know how to cure mushroom head pattern hair. Got medicine tell me ar.
Thank you.
Byebye.

2008-06-24T10:29:00.003+08:00

i miss this dog man!!!

Year since i update my blog. ^^. not very busy but being lazy. haha
even i start to realise it. being lazy is a type of illness. =]
i guess i jus got to change it by playing basketball more often.

well , my basketball for this year had ended by losing tagawa 40 plus points.
no regret about it. not realli sad becoz i noe we deserve to lose. the match is clear when u r the spectator. =] so work hard tongwhye temple ^^. i tink i will be better next year. becoz
i promise to do so. haha. yeap , n now its time to find job outside n settle down le.
while working , hope to find a gf too. hahaha!!! got to earn money yea.
becoz i believe when wan to fall into relationship , money will be the issue.

not as to use money to let the gal love u more.

but the expenses increase by 2 instead 1. haha understand wat i trying to say here???
i wanna earn alot alot of money. this is a dream too. lolx.
work = money = play = fun. haha.

i dunno wat is this feeling , but its weird. i hope i will be a good horse n not a bad wan.
but the power seem rather big to pull mi over eh. hahaha!!!! i dunno wat to do.
silent will be better !

2008-06-15T05:22:00.001+08:00

NO MUSHROOM :D
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHE.

2008-06-13T16:26:00.003+08:00

we lost , lost by 6 points.
everybody were not in the mood at all.
i almost cry out.
the feeling is damn shit man.
becoz this is the first time in this year we lost.
the feeling was shit suck hell.
coach put the trust in mi , i could not trust myself.
i can play well but whr is the power i have gone???
wake up plz u can do it de.
during west zone tournament , u r the oni one dangerous man when step into court.
but who r u now , nvr improve n yet sucker dan be4.
whr did the glory u have gone to???
i can handle everything becoz i use to be a captain that lead my team outside n play.
i once had my glory even when we did not advance.
bring it out , the fighting spirit.

2008-06-08T06:10:00.002+08:00

erm , sorry , my friend having insomnia this few day.
i'm glad that i nvr whack her. LOL.
so i'm trying to make her happy n thus.
i let her blog watever she wan in my blog.
n when she blog , she tagg at the same time n act as a reader.
aint she mad??? somehow i tink she got problem.
but i cant help her at all.
sigh , who is willing to help this poor little gal.
name is Jennifer teh jun wen.
plz help this poor little pet of mine.
email to abirex10@hotmail.com
or tag on my blog if u guys can help her out.
i will be very grateful to u ppl if u can help her n at the same time help mi.
thank you !!!

2008-06-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

MUSHROOM HEAD IS MY TRADEMARK.

2008-06-06T16:29:00.002+08:00

i m going to commit suicide.
so bored.
i need a haircut.
my hair look like mushroom head.

2008-06-06T03:58:00.002+08:00

I LOVE TO SHUFFLE :D
IM THE KING OF SHUFFLE-ER.
IM AN IDIOT :)

IM A MEMBER OF TONG WHYE TEMPLE.
I LOVE TO WATCH GHOST FILMS.

Lastly,today is the happiest day ever.
Before my doomsday arrived...
Im going to commit suicide bye.

:]]]

2008-06-05T17:17:00.002+08:00

lets go team , 3 match in a row.
we did that in a rather easy way.
we r in the second round.
we r waitng for the draw now.
i hope the draw will be out to advantage for us.
like last year , i tink we r playing it out more n more like a team.
if we combined , we r a strong team. gogogo..
hahaha
recently got nothing to do sia.
no life , been tinking of a new life.
but it will be hard to adapt it. so bored .

2008-06-01T01:02:00.002+08:00

yeap , another victory for tongwhye. =].
we won by around points this time.
i score a total of 8 points oni, haha.
but not bad better den the previous match.
scoring is not the main thing.
but u defend n assist well in the team is oso a good thing.
not jus by scoring mean u r a great player yea.
but i got to admit , i still nid to improve.
i can be better ya. haha
tml final match for round 1.
nee soon east.
we have beat paya lebar n WR S so far.
we hope that we can go all out again tml to clinch the first place in the group
n advance to the second round for the advantages due to be the first in the group.
we can lose tml but not more dan 11 point, gogogo.

2008-05-27T19:15:00.001+08:00

First victory for tongwhye!!!
we play very lousy , we almost lose the math
but our fighting spirit till the last moment bring us back to life.
good job guys.
next match vs paya lebar.
hope we can win it . let us go all the way team.

2008-05-23T02:50:00.002+08:00

i got 4 problems rite now.
no stamina , react slow , jump not high n not fit enough.
this 4 can link alot if i jus complete 2.
i react slow becoz i lack of stamina so i'm lazy.
now i cannot but i'm lazy.
secondly , jump not high enough becoz i not fit.
my muscle is not as strong as be4.
so i got to go n run n den limb staircase.
i nid to do both thing. =].
tounament starting in 4 days times.
i should do something about it.

thank you!!!

i missing the love , the old wan.
(haha wat i mean is another , dun tink anyhow ppl.)
not her but another wan.
i tink the old wan is more sweeter.
admit i love the previous wan alot.
but i cant deny that the old wan is better.
i mean sweeter. hahaha
that love i got is the sweetest.
thank alot Miss stupid Tan Lao lin. hahaha
this is wat i use to call her last time.
dun get the wrong idea okie
wat i'm trying to say here is that i miss the love back.
not missing them ar.
haha i got no more feeling that to be more dan a friend toward any of them
i'm looking forward everyday to find love. haha
byebye

2008-05-20T03:25:00.003+08:00

i'm being emo rite now.
i miss being love.
n of coz i miss to love ppl.
finally , i tink my heart has calm down now.
its time for mi to settle down to love a girl.
half a year not in a relationship already =[.
i could not bother to find becoz i flirting.
i admit it.
but now , i wanna be back to whom i am be4.
i wan to love n being love.
i wan to start to serious relationship.
i am lacking of nothing rite now.
not lack of money , not lack of hiadi.
i get everything i wan now.
n finally , i wan a good girlfriend to be by my side.

but one thing is , i am so confused rite now.
i am realli realli gonna be mad when i tink of it.
this is y sometime i am lazy to tink of this at all.
when i tink of it , i tink of you.
i tink of you , i wanna cry.
but as i say , i should be serious rite now.
if i wan , i should claim it.
i should not wasting e time anymore.
another way is , u r not mine.
i shall go n search for it.

ai yao nai xin deng dai , zhi xi xun zao.
gan jue hen zhong yao.
feeling is important.
u feel that u be with this person , u felt happy
but the feeling is not right,.
den i can say , everything is not right.

2008-05-19T00:45:00.003+08:00

woah , i'm so lazy to blog.
too tired .
everyday slp at oni 3 plus n got to wake up for work at 7plus
wat kind of life is this. haha

i guess i adapting team playing now.. =]
i feel so great but my stamina is still a problem for mi.
anyway , i dun have the fixture but noe who we against with.
this year is very hard , even if we can advance in first round
we can go on in the second round.
we r playing with.
nee soon east.
woodland rings sec
tong whye temple.
paya lebar kovan
i tink thr is still one more.
if not jiu dun have already.

hope we can do well this year.

Chalet during 16-18.
awaiting for it to arrive.
bye ppl i dun wan to blog liao.

2008-05-11T03:53:00.004+08:00

haha , work n work n work is all i do now???
my mind is running with money sia.
maybe money is the best for mi not to tink of anything.
it will be good that i earn money now.
becoz when we grow older , money will be much more important.
n we cant have no money with us. am i right???
so basically , ppl out thr who dun study , hope u get a job yea =].

anyway , i did not go for run about 2week since that the match with whyenam.
tml thr is trg , hell man , how to go for it eh ???
imagine i am like a idiot who exhausted so badly.
LOL.

until , i am still the most clever.
i dunno wat to say sia.
as a friend , we encourage u.
we tell u wat to do.
in de end , wat u promise , u break it.
did u ever tink of how we accompany u when drinking.
i dun dare to drink becoz i noe u will surely drunk.
therefore , i wanna kip myself awake so that the other wont have a difficult job
n they din drink much oso becoz they r all worries about u.
but this , jus a very short few day.
it turn out to be a waste.
if the next time , same thing happen again.
i will go straight home n ignore u , becoz u will disappoint us.
jus as a friend , i wish u to be happy.
u have once again make mi disappointed.

2008-05-08T17:51:00.003+08:00

this is the photo during my birthday . =]

work is tiring n boring i can say.
for 2 days already , i cannot be with my friend.
that idiot kip asking mi to go other place do.
straight 2 day already.
hell him man.

tml is friday , shall reward myself so i ask for a half day work.
dun wanna work long .
but i wan to earn money asap.
=] bye readers.

2008-05-05T15:46:00.002+08:00

si bei bored man.
last night went to I.R.C play lan with choon seng n matthew.
initially , we wanted to pay oni for 2 hours.
but i guess we r too engross with the game n den we play 5 HOURS straight.
wat the hell man. we play till 5 plus in the morning den everybody go back home
n slp. LOL 5 hours leh , once in my life time i play so long man.

i jus wake up oni. feeling so weird eh , becoz i feel like smoking
den dun feel like smoking,. something is bothering mi now..

listen up , now i wan to tok to u n discuss this matter.
but is you who dun wan to answer my phone.
u dun wan to face me.
den i'm fine with it actually.

2008-05-02T19:57:00.002+08:00

After so long , how can it be you again???
maybe is a responsibility???? perhaps???
see your life not very good , my heart sank.
u r serious with someone which i dun tink have the same tinking as you.
or perhap actually until now , i nvr forget u at all???
my heart is flirting .

i feel like i feel like.
but everything is too late not for you.
BUT ME!!!!!
i tink i'm going to be mad soon , real soon.
something make mi not in mood .
make mi nvr realli laugh the whole day.
FUK!!!!

2008-04-29T08:36:00.003+08:00

stupid idiot , ask lim bei to update blog.
lol
anyway , i wan to update too.
too long nvr update , my blog wan hen xiu liao.
anyway , recently went to sentosa n i got a serious sun burn.
among everybody , i am the worst.
my whole back is very very very red n dark.
i swear , nobody got it worse dan mi.
like a roasted pig like that.
omg , the colour is too obvious between my backside n my back.
but enjoy that day even though its not realli fun.
but becoz i very long nvr go there relax relax already.
n actually , matthew jio to go there oftenly this week.
well i tink he is mad ???
perhap??? haha

jus now mi , matthew n choonseng , went to orchard , haha it was matthew idea again.
we went there actually to play arcade , but it close too early
so we decided to go over cine to play lan , but it turn out that , that idiot matthew
saw the movie "harold n kumar" so we ended up watching that movie
its m18 alright.
childrean is not advise to watch this type of movie.
as it contain adult nudity part.
somehow , i enjoy e movie becoz i laugh alot.
its interesting. hahahahahaha the breast is so firm. cheh!!!!! haha
den after movie we go play lan at I.R.C at bukit timah .
play straight 2 hour n we oni came back to namdai at 7 n den we go n had
our breafast n kenny cafe which was located at westwood sec there.
n after we finish it , we all go home le.

well , i will be celebrating my birthday at wed???
who will be going??? maybe going to have steamboat on that day.
it benefit for ppl who have study as thurday is a holiday.
so erm , happy birthday to mi!!!! haha lame =.=
byebye , i gonna catch my handsome slp. woohoo.

2008-04-25T00:29:00.002+08:00

1. At what age do you intend to marry?
25-28

2. What you want the most now?
Earn money , get my car licence , play well for my tournament n of coz , find a good gf n promise to love her n dote on her .

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Hiadi. =]

4. How good are you in relationship???
Not good at all , becoz i'm stupid.

5. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
get a car be4 i take my licence

6. What if your boy/girlfriend betray you?
i'm weak towards love , i will not noe wat to do.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
i not very sure , i'm confused this few days.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes maybe later in my life??? no for now.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Yes , because i finally noe wat is love , it is selfish n u must fight for it.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Kind , hardworking , a good girl..

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

Love mi.
nvr betray me.
be with mi when i nid her
cook for mi??? =]
know how to take care of a family.
must communicate well with my family members.

12. what type of person you hate most?
can say cannot do.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
not really , we will lost contact when everybody graduate

14. Do you believe in god?
yep

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my parent n my Good Brothers

16. Do you find it a need for you to have girlfriend/boyfriend?
Yes , i nid it alot now. but i'm stupid enough anyway.

17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in a comfort zone or try out something new?
comfort zone maybe???? becoz when i advance forward , i will fail when i come back.

18. What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
happy to joke around. be thr for u when u nid.

19. Are you happy with your life now?
nope , becoz i'm stressing over a few thing right now , first will be love.

20. What is the thing that you most crave now?
My love. although there is no turning point already. =[

Instructions:Remove 1 question from the above and add in your own personal question.
Make it a total of 20 questions. Tag 8 people in your list and list them out.

question 4 change.
n i dun feel like tagging anyone. sorry.
bye

2008-04-25T00:23:00.001+08:00

i'm so stress up man. =[

2008-04-24T17:44:00.002+08:00

it been long since i blog yea.
hmm i tot that i will be enjoying playing with whyenam last night
becoz they r a good team. but i tink i'm wrong.
instead , i withness wat happen last night when playing.
they were shouting negative word towards player
n wat worst is that i saw them pulling our player shirt.
is that a sportmanship???
they r indeed very rough , whyename is not wat i have tink in mine.
i regret playing with them.

i am so worry about myself now.
i hope i can make it
i dun wan to pain here pain there.
this type of feeling sux.
stupid whyenam player.
i was injure by them ,
they knock mi down n actually my knee landed on the floor.
i endure the pain through out the match.
well , i hope i will be alright.

peiz0ng

2008-04-20T18:11:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

2008-04-16T14:47:00.002+08:00

how i wish that my house toilet is a 5 star hotel toilet.
as i kip going in n out for more dan 10 times a days.
if that is a 5 start hotel toilet , i will slp inside there.
i wont mind becoz its so comfortable. haha
kip shit n shit n shit. wat the hell eh.
this 2 days i kip going toilet non stop. maybe when i go outside.
i nid to pay10 cent for it but lucky my house for free. haha
n becoz this 2 days i kip lao sai lao sai , like eat slimming pills.
i lost 2 kg eh , maybe due to the food that i eat barh.
i'm 81 now , yep. give mi 78 i will be rather please with it le.
den i will start exercising. woohoo , come on faster faster.
i wanna be fit n of coz i nid to train for the tournament. =]
gogogo peiz0ng =]

2008-04-15T17:18:00.002+08:00

wat the hell man , i am sick again =[
my body is so weak .
as i got my throat medicine. so i ate it n i tink now its alrght le.
but den my body feeling so weak.
i did not went to work today.
having fever n i kip going to the toilet non stop.
kip lao sai sia. =[
i thursday still got match n it oni2 days away.
dun give mi stupid illness can anot.
fuck.

now is 5.20 pm.
i feel like picking up my phone n give a call to ask whether u reach home already
as it going to start raining heavily.
but i dun have the courage to do so.
hope that u reach home yea.

2008-04-14T18:57:00.002+08:00

that it =]. a night simply kill everything.
i wont wan to care anymore barh.
i'm tired , i nid a rest.
i nvr give up. but u give up. =]
i wan go bath n out i go.

sick again , been eating the medicine alot leh.
eat le but no use like that leh.
i'm craving for HERBAL TEA rite now.
who wan to buy for mi eh ???

IMU idiot.

2008-04-14T00:03:00.006+08:00

this is a old picture. hey SERENE LIM , this show that u r not forgotten alright =]

this is during guo yao birthday , i'm happy to see u out now ^^ bro*

this is the cacat that we saw de other day

eh , very fan eh. GrRrRrR i dun like n of coz hate this feeling man.
i dun realli mind if this thing make mi fan , but wat i'm concern is that
this type of thing make mi lose concentration in trg n matches.
n i having a hard time to find back my standard too.
imagine u r play at a place whr there is ppl who r watching u play.
not that u must perform good. so as not to disgrace.
wat i mean is when u see ppl watching u play , u get nervous n cant do anything at all.
it will make ur performance suck when u get nervous.
plus if this thing distract mi , i cant even play at all.
i hope that i can solve this matter as soon as possible in order to let my heart
tink of oni basketball barh =].
maybe there is ppl say i'm stupid , but those ppl who noe mi will understand mi barh.
i nvr give up becoz someone told mi not to.
but i realli dunno wat to do now sia. aiya.
i dunno how to handle it , becoz i cant do anything about it too.
i so stress now , anyone oni opinion about it???
oni justina noe wat i'm saying barh???
i tok to her about this the other day.=]
she oso say i am stupid if i give up becoz of that.
eh am i realli stupid??? lol
but i hope to solve this quick .

ni ai wo hai shi ta???
recently i devoted to this song.
though its old song but i love it.
i kip listening to tao zhe de song. haha

黑暗中的我们都没有说话
一直想回家不想你回家
寂寞深的太让人害怕
温柔你的手
轻轻揉着我的发
你的媚颜说你渴望我拥抱
你身体却在拼命它
等欲望在燃烧
你爱我还是他
是不是真的他有比我好
为谁在挣扎
你爱我还是他
就说出你所说的真心话
你到底跟我还是他

2008-04-12T23:48:00.003+08:00

sigh , today match is not good. i mean i tink i did well. i jus nid a few more trg
i can be back at my level anytime. overall , same thing happen.
team performance if not rather good at all. got to train more to get better result.
but wat i'm happy over today perfrmance is i lead the team , i mean cannot say that i lead them.
i explain to them , i cool them down , i control them. as in when we were playing too rush or wat
i will stop them , as to calm down to play a better basketball yea =].
so i shouted alot today as to control e team as we were standing formation
not a man mark. =] so i tink erm , work hard guys. next match will be playing against PR
republic poly. =] jia yous.

peiz0ng

Nothing could be as sweet as you, Goh Pei Zong.

2008-04-12T15:57:00.007+08:00

A big thank you for the 'bouquet of 101 yellow roses', my dear ;) I owe you 'the pink ones'. That's very affectionate of you, sweets. Sorry for the buzz I gave during the wee hours. I practically had no idea why the thought of you hit me. The very first person who came to my mind when I felt a little out of mood. And surprisingly, you were wide awake! Or maybe, almost dozing off? Anyhow, your answer to my call certainly made my day. Who on earth would be awake at this hour, especially when at home? I was randomly trying to find someone to talk to. I couldn't figure out what went wrong with me, but your immediate reply of agreeing to come out to keep me company definitely warmed my heart. At least I know that there's someone out there at that very moment recognize my existence. And at four in the morning, we arrived at the same place. The breakfast was finger-licking good. Though it was pretty commonplace, what made everything unique was the presence of you and I. The talks we had, the secrets we shared and the updates we've exchanged, all in all, were all so perfect. The brief two hour we had, seemed that we've had the whole world by ourselves. Even the cable car rides from Sentosa, the rides from Escape Theme Park and the nightspots at Esplanade could never beat our two-hour catching up session. Everything seemed so right. I felt so fortunate.

No regrets. And I swear upon all earthlings that I'll always be there for you even when the Sun doesn't shine, even when the moon doesn't rise and even when everyone turns his/her back on you. Love ya ;)

2008-04-12T03:46:00.000+08:00

woah , i almost fall aslp . it was lucky man.
justina call mi at the right time.
as i cant fall aslp anymore.
i miting my team mambers at 9.
if i slp now nobody will be able to wake mi up too.
so bored yea...
plan fail. everything that was planned fail. lol forget it.
that stupid idiot slp like pig.
so idiot.
i will kip calling u idiot everytime everyday.
angry at you . humph.
nvr take my instruction n u will get this consequences.
stupid dumb dumb.
suan le.
forget it.
THANK YOU JUSTINA MEI MEI.
u save mi. love ya man.
if not i hundred percent confirm will miss out later friendly.
later bring u go eat prata. haha
she call n tell mi she no mood n currently at boat quey.
wat happen eh ??? lol.
i feel so sleepy now u noe.
but nvm , she coming over to my house
so i going to chat with her later.
i will not let her go back until its time for mi to prepare. hahahahaha
it will be ur bad day to call mi. =]
hao barh i going prepare n go down le. byebye.

2008-04-12T02:07:00.000+08:00

i cry =[. lol.
the tear kip coming down jus now.
sigh so sad.
this one i cry very jialat since dunno when le.
not i wan to cry eh.
but the tear kip coming out my eyes non stop de,
u noe why???
becoz i vomitted jus a while ago. LOL
while i vimit , the tear kip falling n falling.
wth. =.=

anyway , went up to guo yao house n have steamboat n chatted with them yea.
den play mah jong at chunkiat house later on.
damn it i lose erm 7 dollars eh.
lol. nvm , not 70 can le. i cant afford to lose that much actually. haha.
it still okie if its jus a small amount of money. =]
but nobody wan to waste their time on mah jong for about 3hours 1 round
to lose money .
everybody wan to win money yea. haha
becoz everybody is GREEDY.
lol listen to GY's dad tok alot jus now.
everything make so sense man. haha.
anywya , i wanna go lie on my bed n tink of how to win for morning match with darwin le.
byebye

2008-04-11T12:54:00.000+08:00

alright , i jus wake up. stupid mi. guess i slp too last night le barh.
as i went down to mit jing yao pass him something den we slack
there n tok alot of thing. laugh at ppl all this.
well i tink he realli got to do his bike barh.
he cant open his petrol cover.
i tink something stuck inside e hole that his whole key cannot go in.

SHIQI , i'm sorry to ps u today.
i slp till too confortable becoz of e rain le.
sorry uh. next time treat u go out eat . =]

GUO YAO , i miss u eh n finally u were out now.
haha i call u n u dulan mi
haha becoz i ask him , inside good to play anot???
LOL dun cry nah , papa sayang u. haha

alright i wanna go bath le. hahahahahahaha

2008-04-11T02:17:00.000+08:00

yawn i'm bored man. 2 am already .
bored bored bored.
nvr work becoz my arm was hurt =[
so sad. i hope it will recover be4 saturday match vs DARWIN =]
all the best to mi yea. haha
call that stupid rayne ytd.
becoz i view her blog n found out that she was sick.
so give a call to show concern =]
i'm a good friend am i tanweilin???
haha plz plz take care of yourself.
urs is hard to recover u noe.
u have been always sick since last time yea.
n its not normal normal wan.
when u fall sick.
u very jia lat wan. so plz eat more healthy food or wat.
haha dun be a idiot like a small kid again.
becoz i will laugh at you to caught this disease. haha
but still , hope u recover soon ya =].
n of coz , all the best in JC too ^^

same to mi ~~~ wee~~~ must not injure all the time.
i guess my leg is already a use to it le???
i always feel hurt after trg or match.
can my leg be perfect once more??? haha hard barh
one more month be4 the tournament start.
i nid power n strength n of coz STAMINA to do the job.
to kill it all. i got the skill but seriously lacking stamina.
i hope i can catch up abit in my trg . =]
Good Luck to TongWhye's basketball players.

anyway , i saw a cacat a few days back at pioneer mall macdonald.
n den , that stupid idiot kept on laughing n laughing non stop.
but that cacat realli funny.
its a malay girl , LOL , i laughing rite now while i tink of her. haha
i dunno how to describe her . haha
n after that , another stupid thing happen.
a guy whose slipper spoil.
so he walk around macdonald without slipper.
omg , he tink that is his playground or rather home???
haha n that stupid idiot laugh again. haha she oni noe how to laugh.
got one more. , it when i turn around i saw a uncle eating a drumstick or chicken wing???
LOL i look at him eat n den suddenly while he eating
i guess the chicken wing or rather drunstick was too hard that it cannot be split.
so he pull rather hard n DEN hahahahaha , the whole thing fly out of his hand
right in front of my eyes.
n i cant stop laughing at all , n that uncle kept on looking at mi with a furious eyes.
haha i guess he love to eat that n very sad wan to cry liao that his food is wasted barh.
well alot of thing happen on that night actually. haha

well , i going back westwood to get my testimonial n oso going to watch the award ceremony.
haha well when i free i upload that macdonald cacat gal but it not clear enough barh
half of her face could be seen oni.
well , that all , i gonna turn in.
its late ppl. GOOD NITEZ.

2008-04-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

hey ppl. i'm happy over the math last night.
i tink i did well???
as u noe , a person nid to be fully fit to play in matches.
but i jus recover from a ankle problem again.
so i actally rested a whole week which mean i did not had any run at all.
been working lately too.
so overall i tink i did well???
but i noe i am far more better dan wat i can do last night.
U WILL BE MY MOTIVATION.
This saturday we going to play with darwin , a team come from australia???
so we r playing with ANGMOHS.
but dun worry , i do not have any fear anymore.
i noe there is a obsttacle in mi all this time .
i cant get pass opponent as i'm scare.
but i tink recently training due to the center in our team.
i guess i can realli cope with it now.
i hope during tournament.
it will not be a problem for mi.
yeap. becoz u can give mi the power to play. HAHA =.=

2008-04-08T18:39:00.000+08:00

sian , i jus came back from work.
zi xian kanna pok le.
he too kpkb liao barh.

very sian , later i still got friendly match.
i am so tired n restless i dun feel like doing anything rite now.
sigh wat can i do ??? plz teach mi ppl.

recently , i start to tink alot again.
n den i tink i am confident enough to start a new relationship if i found one.
but i'm tinking alot alot.
becoz i wan my next love to be very very good.
i dun wan it to be a sad wan.
all i nid to do now is to ask myself , how to love a person???
how to let my gf feel love???
somehow , i forget how to do it.
i'm trying very hard to recall it.
but i hope that
love come out automatically.
i mean i oso dunno how to explain eh.
sigh , i'm so down now man.

pig , i love you!

2008-04-06T16:03:00.001+08:00

woohoo , i wake up already 4.03.
ytd was a fun day...
i go clubbing nvr waste alot of money
not more dan 20 dollars???
becoz we buy at 10 for tickets.
den after that we take bus home from there.
yea save alot alot of money u noe.
we usually spent more dan 30 when go clubbing.
but its damn hot inside luh , no aircon.
dance until whole shirt is wet.
haha.

ytd we work till 4 pm.
in the morning tsui n ah fei
cannot wake up.
dun wan to go so i call jennifer n manage to pull her go
yippee , heng xin xin nvr angry uh.
sorry xinxin.
haha after that finish work le.
went to jurong point with that stupid idiot.
pei her find xinxin n kaileng.
after they went off.
we go eat crystal jade.
very long nvr go there eat le.
haha
she very guai ytd , got eat 2 times in a day. =]
before we went to eat.

we went down to the basement n buy herbal tea.
i wanna drink. becoz i tink my body is heaty.
we ask the aunty n say.
"aunty , i wan gao lat gao lat de got marh ???"
hahahahaha
n the aunty reply wat u noe???
(in chinese) "gao ai gao ai" dun have dunno wat de larh"
haha we kip laughing. hahaha.

stupid sia. after on the way back home.
i was bully by that pig.
she found my weaknesses =[.
i cant bully her anymore if not she gonna give mi a hard time.
haha

overall , i enjoy my day alot ytd =].
becoz there is alot of laughter all these. =]

2008-04-05T07:19:00.000+08:00

now 7.20 already.
n i just wake up. sigh very sian.
i wonder that pig at whr sia.
i miss her alot.
worried oso.
i cant get to slp n oso cant wake up at all.
i feel so tired now. sian.
pigpig whr r u .
at whr at least reply mi ma . =[.
stupid pig uh u.
byebye

2008-04-05T00:05:00.001+08:00

ops , someone come n blog for mi uh. haha
xie xie ni idiot =].
okie i owe u 1 **** okie . =]
stupid retard pig jiu shi like that de. haha
work work work , earn about 120 already in 2 days. yippee.
today work start to get easier dan ytd .
meaning i getting adapt to that type of life.
haha but during lunch time was a problem for us.
but overall its still alright barh
just hate it that when we take 192 back to namdai.
its super damn long okie.
wan to cry ar.
sit in the hot hot bus n fall aslp whille perspiring.
reach home oso whole body smelly le. haha

anyway , i hope u all 2 will treasure each other =].
ni men yao kuai le.
wat i wan to hear is that u all r happy.
n not heard something like u r very sad or wat.
am i a good friend??? haha stupid.

stupid pig , WHR R U??? I MISS YOU EH!!!!!! stupid.
u r missing??? u jump around n jump outside the earth le ar???
=[=[=[=[ miss ya pig.
i going slp le.
byebye ppl [= =[

2008-04-04T15:29:00.000+08:00

You owe me one ****!

♥ Signing off.

2008-04-03T23:52:00.001+08:00

to is working day. wahahahahax.
tml working again.
working is hard. i nid someone to MASSAGE for mi.
ma-sa-ji. haha...
if jurong have those relaxrelax massage specialist.
i guess i will go there straight away after the last day ofwork.
i will die there. haha
work is not hard.
but back very pain u noe. =[.
not good at all.
n den i side bet with a idiot jus now.
that time i lose n i got give a ....
maybe this time if she lose i shall make her .... mi too. haha
stupid jiu shi stupid.
stupid ig , jia you for ur POA test tml uh. =] all the best.
if u wan , wo jiu ting ni de hua.
if u lose jiu horhorhor. hahahahahaha

i will tell u everythng of mine to u alowly as time goes by.
all becoz i love you dumb ass.
nitez ppl , off to work again tml. muackx reader. haha

2008-04-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

bored day. something happen. but nothing le so dun wish to say.
abit not in mood now. hah.
fall in love always will like that de hor.
dunno y. so sian. hmmm.
not feeling well.
my right leg ankle quite hurt now.
my head oso very pain.
like kanna brain like that.

wo hao xi huan ni.
congrat to mi
because i step into serious love again.
but , this is complicated.
i dun dare eh.
mei yong qi to love.
who can come to my life n unlock
my fear toward love???
i will love u ALOTALOT if u do that.
hah!

listening to bei ji xin de yan lei rite now.

像断了线
消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去
你的脸
再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见
再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见
当对的人
等不到对的时间
就在放开双手的瞬间
爱撕成两边
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱
不见
整个宇宙都
流眼泪

2008-04-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

i reach home around 5 last night???
went ovver to 7 gou after kai yun slp already.
play lan n slack. after that jiu come back jurong.
sigh , i very guilty , i cant slp at all.
i off my light at 5????
i guesss i oni slp at 6???
wei le ni , wo diao le ji di yan lei.
hais , sorry , forgive mi.

today , my mood is damn low.
becoz i did something very stupid.
now i dun wan to stop. i wish to stop.
but when i wan to stop i realise its a bit too late to.
ARGH!!!!!!! hen fan larh. bye

2008-03-31T15:37:00.000+08:00

here i come update my blog le.
my day had nvr been good enough until someone came on9. =].
my back pain pain =[ i tink i nvr slp well barh.
nvr slp in a proper position.
idiiot make a promise to mi thus i'm here updating if not i will be
lazy to do so u noe.
she will do her best in tml test n tell mi her result after taking back =]
so guai. haha.

later i'm going to find friend. haha
tml is april fool. see which idiot person can fool mi.
i dun wan to be fool tml =[.
n matthew is going in again. sigh.
friend surround mi is going in one by one.
i'm so sad... take care my brother. love ya guys.
with u all around , there is alot of crap .
tml i will be going BUTTER FACTORY.
matthew jio de. should go tml.
pei him as tml will be his last day.
alright stop here barh anymore shall update tonight =]

2008-03-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

i was fool just now by an idiot u noe!!!
she say she go family outing. =[
den after that , i saw a gal wearing yellow top white bottem with scarf i tot at the first place.
but is cardigen appear on my training ground.
n becoz of that. i own that idiot a kiss =[.
i still bet with her until like i'm sure win like that.
i tot she is the one who gonna kiss mi =[
so sad , nvr get kiss by her. =[. haha
so i got to kiss her in de end.
wo bei pian!!!!! wo bu kai xin!!!! gRrRrR
hah!

forget it , i forgive you becoz i love you.
if not i will kill you.
humphhhhh. stupid idiot.

2008-03-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU!!!!!
YES I DO!!!!

2008-03-30T13:33:00.000+08:00

GOHPEIZONG IS LAZY TO UPDATE.
So that stupid asshole ask me to log in to update. Guess who am i? :DDD

Commander cute cute dont bet with me already cause you'll lose the bet. Omfg my first kiss.I'm gonna psycho you later. You'll surely lose the bet.

Go eat your medicine lah kiddy.
Everyone reading his blog. Let me tell you a secret.
Peizong is scare of eating medicine (:

Off already! Peizong jiayouuuuuuuuu! I bringing pom pom for you on June. So must must must be in. ^^

2008-03-30T00:43:00.000+08:00

maybe i'm wrong this time???
should i push myself?
very long nvr so down le...
since after sherna is out of my mind,
i have been have very happy.
now i noe y toot n nerd ppl can study so hard.
becoz in their mind they dun feel love.
they dun tink about love.
wat they do is to study well n get wat they wan.
but of coz , i congratulate to ppl who can love n study at the same time.
i dun wish to hurt anyone.
hais , i'm so fan u noe.
wei ai qing fan nao??? since very long i like that le wor.
is peiz0ng really once again stepping into love again???
i tink so too barh becoz now , peiz0ng realli have no mood.
tink about tml oso sian.
wat thing can motivate mi now???
i wan go driving.

peiz0ng

2008-03-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

very fan eh . very very very very very very fan fan fan fan fan.
GrRrRrRrRrRrRrR. n that tsui kip kpkb here.
my hand is shaking now eh.
tml i will nid my hand to play my wonderful basketball.
without them , i cant do anything.
=] i love you my hand. haha
Hey guys out there.
2007 tongwhye basketball team players.
tml is a very crucial training.
not as tml barh.
is starting from tml , we as a team got to do alot of work.
as to fight a place in the upcoming tournament =]
as u all noe , out of 11 player. oni a few of us will get selected.
n the rest wont be able to be part in the team.
but all the best Team.
i use to shout.
1 2 3 TONGWHYE!!!!!
bye

2008-03-29T19:09:00.000+08:00

jiu shi tml le. tml is coming jus right in front of mi.
oh my tian ar.!!!!!
how???
very stress at the moment now.
sighsighsighsighsighsigh.
wat am i gonna do ???

2008-03-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

eh , i wanna complain.
some idiot say that "since i'm so free i go update my blog , some pig dunno how to update blog one"
that stupid idiot say this.
GrRrR , so i come n update my blog if not some stupid idiot asshole wanna shoot mi again.
humph. hehehehe nvm dun care her. becoz i'm happy today. yeehoo.
my throat not pain le.
i meet a pig today n have lunch n sent her home after that.
that pig got so mani ahjipaliang de thing.
heavy eh. haha
so i went back gep poh after that play dota relax smoke den come back home le.
eh i dunno wat to update seriously.
but i got to becoz i wan to show to that stupid idiot that i got update my blog. haha
i going for movie later on. SHUTTER. xia si ni men ar.!!!!! ha!
wooooooo~~~~~ wooooo~~~~ watch ghost at night , den ghost will follow u home wor.
wooooo~~~~~

sian , sunday coming lerh. , tink le jiu stress eh howhowhow???
i'm stressing , stress stress stress.
i wan to play i wan to fight my place but i got no confident at all eh.
sadsadsadsadsadasadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsad
byebye.

2008-03-27T13:56:00.001+08:00

My throat is killing mi.
is realli killing mi.
this time is ore painful den the previous wan.
i had nvr get this type of pain be4.
y???? wat happening to mi???
anyone can tell mi ???
not like last time like when u cough den it will pain alot
this wan is kip acttacking my throat non stop at all.
when i swallow like swallow a big stone that has to force it down my throat.
haix. pain pain pain. save mi hao bu hao ???
i dun like this live.
i have been sick for more dan 3 times in 2 months le.
i nid you .
i love u.

2008-03-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

hehehehehe.
lame =.=...
argh , al my mind was training training n training.
this coming sunday is the most crucial training for mi.
i hope that i can take out everything n prove to coach that i'm still a useful player =].
as this coming sunday , ppl from catholic high n other school???
players who r higher standard or rather say skillful player
will be joining us to train n they come in a group not a few.
which mean a team oni consist 12 players.
be4 they come , we got around 15 players in our team.
if they come we will have total of 30 player like that.
n from that on .
retrench will start.
mani player will not be selected to be in the team for milo championship .
i'm one of 30 too.
so its hard to prove.
as my form had not been realli good due to sickness all these.
wat can push mi on neh ???
sigh.
maybe u will push mi on for my basketball career???

haha anyway..

I MISS YOU STUPID IDIOT COLD BLOODED PIG.
HAHA U SEE THIS???

2008-03-22T09:10:00.001+08:00

eh cannot slp cannot slp cannot slp. GrGrR.
my leg still haven recover eh ???
in fact , i feeel that it had nvr been recovering at all.
becoz i kip wearing shoes go out.
i force myself to walk properly.
meaning i use the muscle on my ankle to walk.
thus , its still the same rite now.
painful sia.
wat can i do now???
u noe wat time is it now???
9.11 am.
i wake up oni at 11.15 last night.
n i cant slp already =[/
sad sad sob =[.
shall i go on a run at this time???
but alot of ppl leh abit pai seh eh. haha

peiz0ng

2008-03-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

Sian , this few day is soooooooooooooooo~~~~~ Boring.
got some stupid stuff happening around this time few.
i starting to get relax n not causing trouble already.
though i admit ytd thing was a disgrace.
i dunno how to tok.
but i promise i wont let this type of thing happen again.

SIGHSIGHSIGH!!!!!
i hurt my ankle during the last min of trg last night.
when i make a shot be4 the game ended.
when i landed i step on bryan leg n sprain my ankle.
i dunno wat to do.
when i have the form to do sports.
this type of thing happen.
probably out for a week???

anyway , next time dun go kbox or party world already.
lets go to TOP ONE.
its cheap plus the service there is 100% better dan any other place.
though its the oni one n oni in singapore but its worth going.
high class sia. haha
okie i shall end here. byebye

2008-03-17T18:37:00.000+08:00

dou niu yao bu yao???
wo men lai dou niu ar!!!!
haha
i seriiously hope that i will get no more sickness.
tournament is jus like hmm????
2 more months.
n this year will not be like last year le
everything will change already.
no more luck , no more easy opponent for us le.
this year we must fight for the game we wan.
n of coz this year there is alof of good oponent.
wat i mean is our own opponent that got to fight for our own position.
i position is hard to fight for this year lerh barh.
there will be a good center who will be joinging us later on.
he is a very good player.
but i still will work hard for wat i wan . =]
DOU NIU??????

2008-03-14T10:36:00.001+08:00

sick sick sick.
fever gone but my throat is killing mi eh.
i swallow saliva jiu very pain eh.
omgomgomg.
very pain. realli very pain.
10.37am now.
i like dun nid slp de.
haha becoz i cant get to slp.
woohoo.
wat can i do if i dun slp eh ???
i cant do any sport too.
sigh sigh sigh.

2008-03-13T05:35:00.000+08:00

I fall in love with you???
i confused of myself.
this is hard for mi u noe.
sigh.
this few day i sick again.
i tot after i recover
i wont sick so easily.
but the weatther is realli bad recently
n thus i fall sick again.
hell man.!
alright , i guess i nid to scold someone
when i saw him.
i tink its ridiculous for him luh.
i have enough liao man.
dun bully someone i like okie.
u have no right to do so too.
idiot bloody hell. haha
hmmm its 5 plus lerh.
i nid to go n rest lerh barh.
zai jian.

2008-03-02T16:07:00.000+08:00

today is sunday. =]
today is oso 02/03/08
tml will be 3/3/08
shi jian run faster dan mi.
haha last night went to 7 head n relax.
with jin sheng , zi xian , roxanne , choon seng , tsui n jonathan lim.
roxanna n cs fall aslp at there.
while mi was too engross with the psp.
slack until dunno wat time den i ask cs n roxanne goes to my house n slp.
n that stupid idiot go home by herself.
i mean open my house door by herself.
n den leave a msg n tell mi whr she put my key at.
clever hor this type of gal???
haha
now is 410.
whenever i look at the time.
i always will 3.33.
it will nvr change.
no matter is night time or in de afternoon.
i always see this time.
how.
she bu de this love barh.
because its once a very very dear relationship for mi.
but its gone too early though. =[
well i gonna prepare for trg later on lerh.
byebye.

2008-02-28T18:06:00.000+08:00

Gonna go out soon. not to let this blog dead alive.
so take the heart n the initiative to come n post something.
haha.

sian , this few day abit boring.
all my hiadis went in already.
left who outside is very little.
i dun wan to see anyone who go in again.
of coz if i can say that i must do something
about myself too barh.
my stupid temper.
got which gal see lerh wont hate it.
i guess some gal now very dulan my attitude leh.
haha becoz i shout at them.
hmm like roxanne??? lolx.
alright shall not say about this lerh.

my heart has a weird feeling somehow.
i tell myself everything gonna over if i fall in love with other.
i try , but when i see the target.
i tell myself i gonna try it.
but whereabout my HEART , push mi away.
it tell mi that no , this gal heart do not link with mi at all.
jus like a magnet , it dun let mi stick with it.
i'm control by my heart n of coz i listen to wat my heart tell mi.
even i force myself to it , my heart will punish mi. lolx.
but u noe some how , when i see u , my heart tell mi different story.
it tells mi that , its u , its u , i'm gonna fly out n stick to u.
its u , the heart that i found.
the heart that i use to have , use to hug it.
i oso dunno y will like that.
i tot its over , i tot everything will change if i dun tink at all.
but jus looking at u , my heart will fly u noe.
stupid heart of my. lolx.
now den , wat shall i do ???
to wait for a person ???
to fight out with my bloody heart???
i love my heart.

peiz0ng 3days more.
i shall go get the thing i should on that day barh.
"cause u r holding the key to my heart after all"

2008-02-26T14:44:00.001+08:00

is this my life????
so sian sia. hahax.
i slp more dan 12 hours leh power hor. lolx.
i am so tired u noe.
be4 10 i already fall a slp till so sound lerh.
apologise to alot of ppl.
sorry to hurt u when u try to pull mi away.
this is the second time.
first in sch second at westmall.
sorry.

2008-02-22T01:26:00.001+08:00

One , u r like a dream come true
Two , i just wanna be with you.

i miss u badly gal.

i might seem to be very strong . but whose noe wat inside???
all i noe is that the relationship if i have now is jus a replaceable.
i dun wanna hurt anyone.
n i forget how to love someone realli.
sorry.

2008-02-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

this few day body got abit WEAK.
too stress out.
becoz i have been trying hard to live in a environment which i dun feel like at all.
but i still trying.
been wasting alot of energy
no matter how much i slp.
i dun feel that its enough at all.
laugh.
went back trg ytd.
my movement still there
i was rather happy about it.
but it was my stamina a problem to mi.
if not i cannot stay long in the court.
if the team nid mi den i tink i shall put some effort in it so as to be fair.
everybody is trging so hard n yet mi is doing nothing there
but the problem now is
my leg will nvr perform to it best lerh
when i start playing basketball
my leg hurts.
n it hurts alot alot.
i'm no longer the peiz0ng that i use to be lerh.
now when i do sport i tend to hurt myself.
perhap my sport world is over???
no matter wat i will give a try to it.

whr r u ???
i miss u ???
do u miss mi ???
did u count the day that we haven not been seeing each other???
its mroe dan a week. =[

2008-02-19T11:02:00.001+08:00

i tell other to fight for the love they wanted but yet i cant do it too.
wat the hell i am. sigh.
i try to be like u.
i try to forget u , i try to understand that our love is no longer there anymore.
i try to fall in love with other.
but when the gal appear in front of mi.
den i noe that i'm like u.
in my heart , i cannot contain any other else heart.
i oni can have u in my heart.
i jus simply love u way too much.
tell mi wat to do tell mi wat to do.
hais. i love u sherna.

this long love i have u did not come to an end.
i dun wan to like any other ppl lerh.
i dun wan to be a bastard
enough lerh i cannot hurt other ppl feeling.
i jus wanna stay like that.
jus kip on loving u.
even if we dun have to be together.
i'll jus wait n wait until one day i totally forget u.
sigh.

2008-02-14T09:55:00.000+08:00

ppl , tell mi will i make the wrong step for this???
is this my final answer???
perhap after all , my heart still with u ???
n u seem to avoid mi???
r we realli no more lerh ???
r we finish ???
tell mi wat to do???
ppl realli come n go like that???
is this call life???
do u still have the feeling for mi ???
or rather is there any feeling for mi toward u ???
i love u dun u feel that???

there is so mani question i have to tink each n everyday when i slp.
so fuck up. rubbish man.

2008-02-09T16:42:00.000+08:00

sigh , the days draw nearer each n everyday.
i so afraid of it.
becoz i noe the feeling is weird too.
after so much of contribution i realli fear of that day to come.
i am confused too. i dunno wat to do.
i dunno wan or dun wan too.
but i noe i dare try for it
try to make it come back .
those feeling will come back for sure .
but will ur feeling come back???
i guess u no longer nid mi already.
u can be more happier dan now.
i jus dunno wat r u tinking in ur heart.
complicated. i try hard to tink but jus could not tink of any.
i guess u r feeling the same rite now barh.
u oo dunno wat u realli wan in ur heart.
u jus dunno wat u tinking inside ur heart.
that day will be the last thing i gonna give u.
that will be my first time giving somebody something
u shall be my first wan baby.
i love u.

2008-02-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

so wats now???
the dream tell mi alot alot alot of thing
that the reason i can slp more dan 12 hours today.
if i wake up n fall aslp again
i can go back to the dream again.
its a long dream indeed.
it tell mi that
after i do so mani thing to show her my love.
in the end , she will not come with mi.
she will go with other.
make mi so sad so sad.guess this is fate that i must suffer in relationship barh.
lolx. maybe its fate that we must be together too barh
but jus that she dun wan to give herself a chance to try it out.
i wonder how , i wonder why , i wonder whr am i.

2008-01-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

sian . my day is always one word SIAN.....
i tot life was full of joy .
but up till den i still haven taste of it yet.
tink of alot alot of thing.
i feel that

i should stop using violent to solve problem.
i should not kip on fighting non stop like this.
its kind of enough already barh.
very sian of this type of life.
i cannot so attitude.
my character got to improve too.
i feel like finding someone to love n care for her.
to show her wat is love..
i realli wan to find someone n put all my heart into it.
have enough of fighting all this lerh i wann stop already
but the partner i find will it be u once more???
i love u baby. but would u be mine again one day ???
love is beautiful.
trust mi trust my love will not hurt u will u ???

peiz0ng

2008-01-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

today is a long days.
i wonder wat time i gonna slp later.
i slp very long today though.
my brain kip tinking n asking myself something.
i start to feel it weird.
i dunno how to say.
i dun dare to say.
but i noe wat not wrong is the feeling for u is still true.
but jus that something happen withnin my control
from now on , i promise something
n wish i can do it.
bye