okie a quick post barh.
now its 12.18. pm
i dunno y everytime everyday i kip having bad dreams.
can stop it anot??? hen fan de leh. kip perspiring when i woke up
in the dream.
like today. i dream of something terrible.
In order to SAVE YOU.
i fight with mani ppl.
u becoz i cant concentrate when u r around.
i was beaten till my parent dun even noe mi.
its was a terrible fight
i was so scare i fainted.
when i woke up i was in the hospital.
my ex my friend my family was all there
to wait for mi to wake up.
haix.
its was a long dream but i make it short.
n u noe wad.
after that in real life.
my mother was beside mi waking mi up n kip asking mi wat happen.
she say i was shivering non stop .
i say nothing jus a dream n she went for work.
in the dream i am so afraid realli afraid.
not afraid i was beaten but worry about u.
afraid u might get hurt.
i dunno y i still so concern about u.
i realli dunno y.
haix. this type of feeling hen xin ku.
from now on , when u get into trouble ur bf should came in.
i should not. but it seem that if u realli got into trouble
i might get worry about u more dan ur bf does for sure.
haix. i realli hope i can stop having this type of dreams
its killing mi .
n it seem so real. =[




ytd went to gym in the afternoon
run for 20mins like that.
after that go pull all these n today my hand is in great pain sia.
especially my chest.
its like ripping apart like that sia.
after gym we go eat .
den to 7 head play basketballl
i was full of energy ytd .
i jump i run i post i score everything i can do.
i oso dunno this type of stamina come from whr sia.
at night go back home use com a while n i slp lerh.
sunday got wedding.
now i got to go n work.
work till night.
haha
bye ppl.