puiz. this few days is realli craps.
i kip having the same dreams over n over again.
in the dream i dun wan to be in it.
n i now that its a dream but it seem very real.
i told myself in the dream that i wan to wake up
i force myself to wake up but i cant.
i oso dunno y
until someone stand beside mi n shake mi up
den i will wake up.
like i am already dead in reality.
puix. sux man.
arghhhh..

somemore this is not the dream that i wanted it to be too.
i saw u.
i saw him.
i saw u both when i'm standing there looking at all in the dream.
i dream of u injured ur left wrist too.
same as mi.
n he help u massage ur left wrist.
n u were pain but u oso happy.
n i dunno y.
i dun wan to stay in the dream
n lucky my dad wake mi up jus den.
i wake up he walk out.
i slap myself.
i beat myself.
this dream is not meant for mi.
haix. i wake up i quickly do push up.
i dunwan to tink of the dream.
very pain very hurt.
haix.
y must god treat mi this way.
sigh.
my left wrist is in pain after i do push up.
i can feel tht my left hand no energy de.
got to train from the beginning lerh.
i can do alot of thing from my left hand
so i must train well.
i shoot using it.
i lay up using it.
i write using it
my most powerful hand oso my left hand.
i use it to beat ppl.
i use it to smoke.
i use it to hold ur hand.
n of coz
i use it to hug u.
i love u.

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